Life is too short when you have something you have always asked for.
Life is too long when you desire something and wait for it to come.
But when you get something calming amid all this. You feel blessed.
I’ve felt blessed and cursed both at the same time.
There’s some force which feels like it’s gonna burn us if we come closer.
But there’s a pain too in departing.
My own demons keep tormenting me and I seek comfort in your smile.
It definitely doesn’t feel like love but it hurts to think that it’s not there.
I crave nothing from us yet I’m afraid to loose even a bit of the bond we share.
I’ve never felt this before and I wish for more to dig.
As for now, I’ll just cherish what I have will all intensity.