I think we know, we just know deep down and we get deluded because we can’t accept any negative notion especially when our heart is set on something. It’s kinda contradicting but still we need to amend our ways and get to it.
I’ve my thoughts cluttered as there are so many but I just know what’s the best. Maybe I’ll take time to realize the suffering and I’ll let go but the confusions I face are just overwhelming. Yea! I’ve trust in the process; actually that’s the only thing I’m holding on right now, Because I don’t wanna blame myself later for the loss I have today; also deep down I’m blaming myself which again is contradictory in many ways.
All along I wanted the way out and when I’m, I feel like it was not supposed to be this way.
I wish I could have told this to someone and make it all go away for once and for good but will it be that easy. I doubt!!
Another question is, whether I’ll trust anyone else’s take on my life as I do not and will not be able to. The only mantra I’ve to hold on right now is
LET IT BE!!