Just another step…

The fall says it all, it reminds you of every decision that must have led you to this particular moment where you start to recognise the repercussions.

This might be just another twist fate has planned to deviate you or test you to check your determination.

Take that leap, take that step, what’s the worse that gonna happen; ask yourself. If it will not kill you, it’s worth a try and let alone all the cries.

Monotony

Same breakfast, same route, same schedule, same sleep cycle and REPEAT! Relatable?

I’m never able to keep up with a single routine and for those people who can so easily maintain this never ending cycle, I’m always surprised. Do you ever feel that monotony brings frustration but also knowing the schedule can contribute in mental peace because you already know what’s gonna happen next.

I would suggest try and break the monotony as your brain needs challenges once in a while.

Human-bots : term used to define those you just keep on repeating a single thing every single day and you may come across the researches that state monotony kills creativity. The thing is, we are so stuck in a routine that we forget to acknowledge the world beyond it and over a long period we stop seeing the difference and moves on with the built frustration sinking it in different sorts.

I often identify people around me stuck in this ill practice of your society and when I put my finger on that moment in which their laugh is as insignificant as their knowledge of being stuck. I can’t decide whether to smile that they are laughing or sympathetic. When you realise you are a part of this integrated co-dependent monotonously hazard, you feel alone on this end where you are not sucked into it(yet)

“ I just pray that everyone gets what they aspire”

Phases of life!

One anticipates the meaning of life according to their own experiences and the perception they develope over the course of their life. Everyone assumes that their life has had the most challenges but what I perceive of this connation is “it’s like an exam paper” and it has a equal amount of sad and happy times which might not coincide with any other person. Maybe there are some events which turn out to be same in one aspect or other but we can not figure that out unless we are out of that phase.

Life unfolds as these ‘phases’ pass and we can not get a clear picture during any of these, so we have to wait till end.

Some phases might seem like it itself is an end but it’s just a mirage because there’s a notion that endings are always happy.

Now, maybe this assumption is a bluff to give you hope, but having hope is better than quitting, right? Surviving is any day better than believing that you deserve a sad end while that may actually not be an end.

Can you feel how delusional these phases are ?

You’ll read many quotations like “JUST KEEP BREATHING” and cinicals might think ‘wow, like we don’t know that, as if we don’t do that already’ but these three words give power to many who have forgot that as long as you are breathing and able to breathe, it’s alright.

Speaking of three words, there is a pair of other three words which are as powerful and more famous than these. Though I won’t say them because frankly I’m afraid of it by now. ( see, that’s because of my experiences and I accept that :))

I would just suggest that these three words doesn’t contain the end too, whatever it seems like good or bad.

I’ve always said just be happy with yourself and yea, of course keep breathing :))

Life is a Gamble…

Have you ever played blackjack sipping a tasteful cocktail with adrenaline rushing all over, the dealer dealt the cards, you just made a choice, blood gushing in your temples, “yes, that’s the very exact moment when you feel your heart pounding and outrunning you”; fortunately, this lasts for just a few seconds.

Will you be interested in such gamble? No matter what your answer is, you don’t have a choice, now how does it feel?

Probability, statistics, experiences, wisdom….. all these fade sometimes and you have got to play this gamble. Isn’t it fascinating? We are so trained to move on that we don’t realize for a beat that any moment this all can swap, sure emotions dillude us and we all have our own ways to cope but if we rationalize our thought process whilst the dillusion ( very hard task for some, indeed) we might actually feel that rush is no different that the rush one might get while playing ‘blackjack’.

So yea! Life is a beautiful gamble- just keep playing 😀

Peephole

Standing on one side with rules to abide.

Can’t open the door, couldn’t be curious more.

What’s in there, I wonder while standing here.

Just one look is all I need, to have the same I might plead.

Is it that important to have a collection of the unknown, I asked myself.

The chills of scare and a fringe of serenity touched my soul.

All I could remember was, I shall reap what I have sown.

layers

I’ve been listening to this quotation a lot that “you can not un-love someone, you just start loving someone else”. In a way, it is true. When we start loving, we associate every thought to that person. Even when the relationship ends, those thoughts, habits and memories take us back to that person and we feel being stuck with that person. These thoughts and memories gets replaced when another person comes and everything aligns with him/her. Do you realize what just happened, your capacity to love remained same but not the person.

So, once you move on, you un-loved that person but you did not forget how it made you feel and you constantly seek those feels in mundane things.

Chase

We never really get to be ourselves, do we? It always depends on what we see.

What do we all chase? It depends on the phase.

Life moves on, we keep on chasing. Death stands there always gazing.

The cycle seems sequential, one after another. We never pause, we never wonder.

Whatever we want, once we get. Another target awaits all set.

You don’t need a stranger to make you realize; that beyond this chase, there is a life….. Your life!

It is not hard to sit and think; and if you really see, maybe fate is giving you a wink.

You have been happy all along. Eating that food and humming that song.

Do not spend all of yourself in a chase; because at the end, it is just a phase.

Love as it comes and goes

Life is too short when you have something you have always asked for.

Life is too long when you desire something and wait for it to come.

But when you get something calming amid all this. You feel blessed.

I’ve felt blessed and cursed both at the same time.

There’s some force which feels like it’s gonna burn us if we come closer.

But there’s a pain too in departing.

My own demons keep tormenting me and I seek comfort in your smile.

It definitely doesn’t feel like love but it hurts to think that it’s not there.

I crave nothing from us yet I’m afraid to loose even a bit of the bond we share.

I’ve never felt this before and I wish for more to dig.

As for now, I’ll just cherish what I have will all intensity.

Lost!

A thought that scares, a spook that adheres. Is it so wrong to be lost? What does it really cost?

A couple more miles till you reach your destination. A few more minutes of isolation.

Not everyone is privileged to be lost As it is not subjected to fright but an opportunity to explore.

There is nothing wrong to miss some turns. There is no fear if you get a few.

Doesn’t matter, you fly or walk or crawl Just don’t let the demons sprawl.

Embrace the chances you have got whether it turned great or not.

Every step you take brings you closer to yourself. So what, you wandered a little in your own verse.

Being lost is not a curse 🙂